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IT So selfishIT by ~LoLa-Lost-Heart
So mean
I can't take it.
Those words
Those visions
You can't fake it.
Don't care
Don't try
We can't revive it.
And push
And pull
They can't respect it.
So let's give up.
No...you give up.
I mean, come on,
You can't fake it.
LoLa
Yes You Tear out my heart,Yes You by ~LoLa-Lost-Heart
Give it a new beat.
This isn’t a cry for help,
It’s admitting defeat.
I tried to be your friend,
Maybe something more.
But I now just realized,
That’s not what you’re looking for.
My heart was defective,
Obviously, because of my last.
I thought you could fix it,
Make me forget my past.
Now look where I am,
And where are you?
It bothers me that I try to care,
To try to get thoughts through.
I’m worse than before,
You didn’t fix a thing.
All you did was end my hope,
By cutting my last string.
For the last time…
This is mental…Just let me be.
I
... I can still feel it,... by ~LoLa-Lost-Heart
Your hands on my back.
I know it's not real,
Nothing is on track.
It wont go away,
The whisper in my head.
Hurting me inside,
Filling my heart with dread.
I still go there,
Alone and afraid.
That place it all happened,
Where the memories will stay.
Driving me insane,
Won't leave me alone.
I finally lost it,
My cover blown!
Control....Gone,
Body numb.
The 'me' is here,
Like what I've become?
Kristin Silence seemed all I could get,Kristin by ~LoLa-Lost-Heart
I can’t blame her for the hush.
Never thought I would hurt her so bad,
As she became more than a crush.
No words could describe this,
What I have seem to have done.
I was sure everything was okay,
So why would she run…
Sorry would never be good enough,
And neither could I,
Why Should I deserve her care,
Not after I made her cry.
Will I ever get to see her smile,
Or hear her angelic laugh?
I should have never taken her heart,
When in the end I tore it in half.
So now I’m left to these words,
And the thoughts that cause me pain.
For all those times I tried to protect you,
Sta.sh
GREETZ
will do
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Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but it passes. Even for me. _New Moon_
[lola]
6th Period was funny today.
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I'm an addict for dramatics, I confuse the two for love.
04.22.07 + 05.30.08
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Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but it passes. Even for me. _New Moon_
[lola]
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NEED PAGE VIEWS? [link]
I'm an addict for dramatics, I confuse the two for love.
04.22.07 + 05.30.08
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Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but it passes. Even for me. _New Moon_
[lola]
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- Tabby